Polar Bear

D1 CLuster

Our Recent oil price hike..

all of the sudden, the project crammed to a 2 months design phase.

Damn quite hectic..

Some arguements arised

I'm acting like mahathir..showing my dictatorship..

recently, what happens in Malaysia.. we have a high profile soap opera.. One of our friends has some morale values, others cannot make a decission, others claimed they have a headache..

I don't like to say something bad to my colleagues.. however if some fast track projects.. communication plays important roles.. I worked 3 weeks back to back.. however these low educations drafters just don't appriciate what I'm doing...

Their solution.. send first, repair later... STUPID..

Now overtime NO MORE.. as their piping lead told me that he could select any admins he like..So I'll slowing up my pace..

Bla Bla Bla

So...

lately.. a lot of resignation around me.
People are leaving the good company..

Why?

A LOT OF WORK

I felt depress when working for the a year ago. Howover I never dream to have things that could change a major path in my life.

The depression.. Hmmm people learnt a lot esp when they are bz & in the nick of time..

I learnt a lot.. however with a proper filling and good notes.. multiple projects will be smooth sailing.. Still the pressure was there. & now I earned the respect.

Lately.. the team got bigger... this time around it full of fresh graduates..

Yesterday..

I went to finance department.. I asked a friend.. what is the reason your jumping?

"Banyak kerja la LAN. Work improvement pun takda."

So.. a major flaw for the managers that wrongly allocated his workforce.

How over.. last night.. traffic was worst.

I wondering around my floor a met with a friend.

Kesian.. muka macam nak menangis...

"kenapa nie." I asked her.

"Sob. Sob. Iskhh.. document aku hilang..."

then i helped the little girl to tidy up her table a bit & start to systemized her documents & drawings. Ya Allah what a mess.

I wonder around her table and found her certs among the A3's.

"Wow.. 1st grade budak nie" I whispered.

"Kau percaya tak, graduate 1st class pun tak dapat nak bantu?"

in my heart, 'kesian.. takder guide.. nasib baik aku ada azlan & ghani'

then "tapikan.. u takder orang nak guide. Nie semua kerja senior. I guess u don't have the oppertunity to learn from a mentor."

"Yer laa.. bos kata.. bulan depan seniors masuk."

Borak2 & susun2 ... dekat pukul 9..  Go HOME..

Lesson learnt.. for the 1st five years.. learn as much as you can. After having a degree or master... they just a tool 'stepping stone' for the next level...

I learnt a lot.. & I made my mind.. If I can salvage the thought from my seniors.. I will stay.. Money wise.. Nah..

Knowledge is wisdom,

Money Is power.

PR is survivor,

Fitness is whealth...

After a hectic lifestyle.. excercise a bit to release the pressure.. It helps a lot.. Trust me.. I shout & screamed during the RPM class... I curse a lot infront of my personal trainers when i forced to do push ups.. Simple WORD.. 'RELEASE THE PRESSURE'.

No one will told me to find what do I want.. I have to figure them by my self...

as kak ina questionairs.. found that :-

I have a high alter ego.

LOW SEX LIFE - not married yet and done a lot of cardiovascular activities.

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